I've had a couple of days to reflect on my first live excursion and I've watched some of the final table videos online. I recognised 2 that made the final table as players I tried to play against along the way.
Anyway on reflection although I make a small profit playing online my game is full of holes and after seeing these players first hand I see I'm only a very poor to average player. So I have invested in Pokertracker and some books and I'm going to work a lot harder on my game so no doubt I will lose badly for a while
but hopefully in the long run I either come out a better player or if not I'll give up