I've been on a horrendous downswing the past couple/few weeks. My Pokerstars account has almost been dormant for a year and figured I'd play some of the SCOOP events & a handful of $10 mtt's & some $4 -180's, etc. Well... I was sitting in great shape while 4-tabling on there & then went out ~10 off the bubble in all of them, getting it in wayyyyy ahead in each.. ie. JJ < KJo, KK < 55, TT < QTo (< yah.. not so bad right?.. well when you consider it was a BvB shove & I shoved with 17bb's and with them sitting on ~25bb's he snaps me off with QTo... yah.. it was pretty bad (it was his 3rd game on the site... sigh.. QTo?). Then there was the super donkey (on bubble again) who raises 4x in CO, I shove 12bb's with JJ, BB ships 11bb's with 99... and CO snaps with 5-5 (55??? Really?.. why?... I actually asked them why afterwards (cuz I wanted some help understanding the 'thinking' behing that.. if there even was any.. their answer, "I had some chips & figured I could afford it" ... w-w-w--what?... you can afford to get in a good chunk of your stack, 3rd to be allin, just off bubble with 55... (12% chance of winning the hand).... is that how one wants to get their chips in?
Yah.. poker can really suck at times. You can do a TON of work on your game (including mental/emotional), play optimally... get it in real good at oppurtune times & then taking one donking after another, after another.... & another.... and so on.. argh!
I was actually a bit choked about it today... I mean come on. I see some donktard goin' on a deep run & playing like kack... but can't get anywhere lately. I know it will change though (with enough volume)... BUT I wanted it to change TODAY! (errr... 'yesterday')
Brad Booth - > "Like a fight... it's not how you start, it's how you finish"