Brought the WIFE to card room + MJ F UP

[Washerwoman]

I re-read all my post on this thread and there is one thing I have noticed and maybe this is really effecting my online play too. I go into the game wide eyed open and ready to play. I make some good calls early and get up somewhat and then I got right into defeatest mode and dont even realize it. Everytime I make a bit of cash, I almost automatically go into my shell and then I find that unless I have just a big time hand that is obivous to all the people playing, I go back into limping because Im scared Im going to lose those precious chips. So I might be my biggest enemy. I said it plain as day above, when the chips came back on the table I knew I was just going to sit there and watch them evaoporate and that is what happened.

Instead of looking for the CON - Ive got to look in the mirror and realize some of the hands I played were on nothing more than speculation and werent hands I would have played past the flop and I did chase way too many straights and flushes last night. But I gotta start getting a killer instinct and stick with it and not go hiding in my shell, I Mean damn if I know Im going to lose all the chips then WHY AINT JUST PLAYING THE HANDS I WOULD FIGHT LIKE HELL TO WIN as opposed to limping seeing a flop and folding.

OK IF ANYBODY HAS READ THIS POST AND THEY SEE ME TYPING DEFEATIST TYPE STUFF, I DEMAND TO BE REPORTED AND PUT ON A 2 hour no post time out.

TODAY will be different, chasing is going to be cut down to a minimum, Someone put a big list of questions on another thread I had up and I THINK ONE QUESTION SAID DO THESE PLAYER KNOW YOU WILL FOLD IT RAISED and I think some of the players knew how to get me out of the pot lots of times and they were right one raise I fold.

SO thanks for letting get my conspiracy theories out and now its time to face the reality (AND THAT HURTS) that the problem with my play is my play.

OK, try playing for less money and being more aggressive all the time...

not foolhardy, but don't sit back in a shell...when you feel yourself slipping back in there, make yourself snap out of it and focus on winning...

you will have some lulls, because just being "up" all the time is v wearing, esp the longer the game goes on...so u have to pace yourself...

just give it a try and don't put too much in so it doesn't matter if u lose...

it's a strategy...but u gotta make yourself change...so be kind to yourself and not too critical...

hey, Towers of London, 10 Northern Lights is brill!!! lol...you got me climbing up the wall, the Eiffel Tower never seemed so small...lyrics...great...

[Dan Abnormal]

OK, try playing for less money and being more aggressive all the time...

not foolhardy, but don't sit back in a shell...when you feel yourself slipping back in there, make yourself snap out of it and focus on winning...

you will have some lulls, because just being "up" all the time is v wearing, esp the longer the game goes on...so u have to pace yourself...

just give it a try and don't put too much in so it doesn't matter if u lose...

it's a strategy...but u gotta make yourself change...so be kind to yourself and not too critical...

hey, Towers of London, 10 Northern Lights is brill!!! lol...you got me climbing up the wall, the Eiffel Tower never seemed so small...lyrics...great...

I say thats how IM GONNA DO , SOME DANG IT IF I COME BACK WITH ANOTHER UFO SOB STORY BEAT THE HELL OUT OF ME, I gottta pick my spots and know that i will be willing to go all the way instead of playing speculation and dropping so many hand post flop. IM TRYING I WILL BE THERE FOR A LONG TIME TOMORROW IM GOING with $80 and Im gonna grind for many hours (so dont worry about over posting tomorrow) LOL but I want to give a good story, I aint saying aint gonna be watching for things I said but I aint gonna use it as a crutch either so either I will be up or someone will be much better and that it. I seem to have a definite good thing here being 5 minutes from live action ANYTIME ANYDAY and when its uncapped the weekends are going 24 hours SO I WILL HAVE ANYTIME TO PRATICE. I gotta understand that If I lose money and learn a lesson (MONEY WELL SPENT) Im not losing my shirt I wont ever let it get that far and thats why Im on limit tables BUT HEY MEMORALE DAY TOMORRWO .50 EVERYTHING MT DEW HOT DOGS EVERYTHING Imight grind for 16 hrs and just say learn it now or pay it later

TO ANYONE READING,, IM ROWDY and HARD HEADED BUT I DO READ EVERY REPOST TO ME AND TRY TO INCORPORATE IT LIVE IS HARD esp LIMIT LOTS of time I lose track of the button and so much talk going on BUT NO PROBS WE ARE GETTING TEHRE

REMEMBER I STARTED PLAYING FOR REAL NOV 2009