An excellent read Rob,
I think the key is VERY good bankroll management, I am aware that "we" keep banging on about it and we try to explain it with some times no feed back to see if we are successful in the explanations of the said subject.
For some reason in the last week I seem to be also going on a negative variance, I am sure there is external factors, ie I am over worked and tired, but at the end of the day I still come back to good strong aggressive poker with using money I can afford to lose , and also excepting that I am not omnipotent and I can not win every hand, and YES some times I do start to think "They" the server softwear is out to get me, especially when I start in a new site and am trying to play off the bonus points.
How ever the other night live I played junk out of my BB and holy shit I hit a set of queens with an 8 kicker the pots around 2k and I only ( on purpose ) only took with me £1500 so I had a small profit for 7 hours play, anyway I lost all my GAMEROLL ( I could of reloaded but I went home instead) the 1 other player had a 9 kicker with his set of Queens.
Was I upset....well I hate losing at anything, but No not really I said nice hand and went home ( the bar was shut).
So back to basics in this scenario well:-
1/ I should have folded the junk in the BB ie Q8off.
2/ I only took £1500 because that was all I was happy losing, not that I thought I would.
3/ OK we both hit a miracle flop unfortunately.
4/ I can not have a go at the other guy for playing Q9off even tho I do feel I had a better justification being in the blind, infact I give the guy his due He picked off a far better player after 7 hours who was weak ie tired!
5/ I wasnt "Hungry" enough so I made an arrogant play when I put him allin ( what the fuck I thought he had only the Poker Devil in MY head can answer it)!
6/ No point in me bitching about it I do not want the guy not to play cash with me I owe the M****rF****r some pain, that I am Never going to forgive him untill I have some "Donkey Tax" and Interest off him lets say around 5.000.00 pounds
7/ What did I learn from it, well a) He's loose as a goose in a mid position, Hes a Chancer and a Gambler ( I rased pre flop 350 pounds) b) I shouldnt really expect a possative EV when I am tired being a arrogent smart arse dimwit! c) I want the guy on my right in future so I must pick where I sit and the time the place etc.
8/ I really must get physically fit 7 hours poker game knocked the shit out of me, I have had the high life to long, smoking drinking good food, I am going to rectify and not play poker till I have run 50 miles in MY gym ( I never use it..what I tw*t I am )on a very expensive running machine.
Regards
GT
Good thread mate sorry if i ranted a little thanks for giving me the opportunity to vent at my self!